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Sunday, 17 June 2012

PaMa

assalamualaikum.as you all know i'm the youngest in the family.and the only one yg masih stdy.my eldest sister ngn abang dah kawin.ehehehe.kakak ku yang lagi sorang masih single and available.ada calon tak?ahahaha.erm to pama.cik janji my second year ni cik akn improve my studies.my first year sgt teruk and i know cik dh buat pama sgt dissapointed with me.i'm so sorry.so my target this sem and 2nd year onwards.i'm going to stdy hard.for you.for our family.insyaAllah i'll make u guys proud of me.i'm so sorry sebab nakal and tak stdy hard.this is my promise untuk pama.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku

Kau panjangkanlah umur kedua ibu bapaku

Kau panjangkanlah umur abang2 dan kakakku2

serta anak2 sedaraku

Agar kedua ibu bapaku dapat tengok aku berjaya

memegang segulung ijazah seperti mana impian mereka

Kau murahkanlah rezeki kami sekeluarga

amin

ya i know papa tak pernah paksa anak dia untuk dapatkan dean list ke ape.janji anak die pass semua subject.itu je papa pernah bagitau.maksudnya bukan la my promise dekat dorang nak pass je.insyaAllah nak la jugak dapat 1st class nanti kan.insyaAllah saya akan tunaikan janji saya nie.

p/s:petang2 ahad ni ttber sedih pulak dengan tulis blog mcm nie.seriously i miss my family right now.

me and papa.

i cant remember when it was taken

<3<3<3

me and mama

i think this is the best shot of us

<3<3<3

proud to be their daughter

<3<3<3

Saturday, 16 June 2012

madagascar 3

assalamualaikum.semalam tatau nk buat apa dekat rumah.semua housemate balik except me and kak anum.masing2 stress emo semua ada la.lepas tu kak anum ttber ajak pergi jusco baru sebab tak nak duduk dekat rumah ni haa.biase la kalau kita duduk sorang2 sure kita terfikir benda yang kita tak nak.end up kita nangis kan.dengan tak de duit pun still keluar je ikut kak anum.tuk happy kan diri sendiri.sekali kak anum kata jom tgk madagascar 3.movie pukul 615 kiteorg sampai JJ baru 610.so mmg laju la kan jalan nak pergi tengok movie.Alhamdulillah ticket ada.yeap after tengok madagascar tuh perasaan sedih hilang sebentar.bak kata orang.kalau org tu tengah happy kenapa kita perlu bersedih?mengapa kita perlu fikir pasal dia sedangkan die sendiri tak fikir pasal kita.iye dok?so yeapp.madagascar 3 was awesome.thnx kak anum for yesterday :D

Friday, 15 June 2012

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love's always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love's always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

we didnt get a chance to talk about us.apa yang kita tau hanya berdiam or we talk about something else.pernah kita terfikir nak cakap pasal kita?apa kita suka?tak suka?something that we can improve ourself and for this relationship?we did promised to each other.tapi kita tak tunaikan janji tu.maybe tu la sebabnya jadi benda2 macam nie.masing-masing ego untuk mengalah.masing-masing ego untuk faham kerenah masing2.so what should we do now?just duduk diam?as if nothing happen?yeah i know tak elok kan bercerita pasal relationship kita to public.i just want the old us.in relationship we need to be honest,give and take.understand each other.

p/s:sorry for what i've done.bagi masa untuk perbetulkan diri nie.perlu mencari ketenangan kejap.not only me,i think both of us need some space and think about this.insyaAllah :)